Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ; 10:02 PM
back to singlehood..it feels the same..just w/o someone for me to sms n call freely..not that I can get a response immediately or fast enough in the past..so..its still ok..2wks have since past my breakup..yesterday was the 1st time in the 2wks that i spend in spore..been on such a long trip overseas..den i realise that i can choose to slp at watever time i like. without any restrictions to wait for my phone to ring..i have not had tis kind of freedom for v long le. i dun need to wait for the someone to reach home or leave office..in all..i dun have to wait anymore.
was reading thru the pte blog last nite..saw that blog was dead in jun..ironically the last entry was by me..scolding him. read thru all the entries we had over the 2yrs..den i realised that in my entry i was always asking him to come home earlier...i actually requested him to be home by 1030 just once or twice a mth will do..i dun even rem this request le..cos it nv came thru i guess..read thru all the beginning entries..n recalled that it was the sweetest then..that we wanted to meet up everyday..another ironic fact cos we dun have this feeling anymore.
so many things that was once promised seems so far away..n my old symptoms are back again..tat guys cannot be trusted..n i shldn believe in them..in the 1st place?
